lobo21's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hope & Anticipation It's been quite the two months. I have not thought it possible for love to come around again, certainly not this strong. Two months of dreaming and praying we'll some day be together for the rest of lives. One visit that went amazingly well, where we connected so quickly and intensely, it was nothing short of amazing. Another visit coming up in just 4 sleeps. I can't wait. Since the day she left, I've been planning for our next visit. We didn't think it was going to be this hard being apart, and it's been really hard. I am so happy we are committed to making this work, that through God's grace he brought us together and through that same grace we will find our way to each other. I know you are so right that if we put God first in our lives, us as a couple second and then the kids and the other family, we will be together sooner rather than later. I want this more than anything. I want to make her happier than she's ever been because I know how she makes me feel, and that's something I could never let go. I never would want to. So I look forward to Thursday, with all the hope and anticipation I've ever felt for something I've wanted and waited for. By your grace, Oh Lord, let it be so. 10:21 p.m. - Sunday, Nov. 15, 2009 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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