Of late I am feeling much like an old phonograph record that was once loved so much that deep grooves were etched into its hide. The grooves are so deep and the skin is so old, the needle skips and never quite gets on to the next song.
I am beginning to believe it is time for another crack at that makeover plan. Yes that long talked of, often put off, often started and just as abruptly stopped makeover plan.
So what is the problem? Laziness? Energy? Time? Motivation? Inclination? I wish I knew. I greatly suspect it has a little of all of the above. I have let lots of life's little pieces slip away and I'm missing many of them. I don't miss this place, but I miss the people I happened upon while being here semi-regularly. My children are now young adults and I'm getting closer to being older..well I am older, I'm getting closer to being old. I'm not minding that part of life, comes with being around a while, I'm irritated with the deep groove I've cut for myself. Maybe that will be enough to kick over to the next track. Still there are a lot of things I'm hoping aren't gone for good from the old groove and I can bring them along with me.
maranatha friends
10:53 a.m. - Wednesday, Oct. 29, 2014
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